Overkill

So I know I already posted today but I'm kinda anxious/jittery/dunno. So you will have to bear with me my friends. So I had my first of two interviews today. And I don't wanna talk about it too much cause I don't wanna jinx it and I was only sitting on one side of the table so I have no idea what Mrs. Patricia Collins was thinking the entire time. But it seems like a job I'd love to do. It also makes me wonder with this semester if its something I even have time for. Between raas captain, AKPsi pledge master, and CORE, and the meetings involved with these three, I barely have time to breathe and get my work done and find a few hours to sleep in the night. To work in the job, even though it would be part time, would mean giving up the gym. Now I know that some of you are like. Ok Radhi, its CORE. Give up the gym for one semester and go back to it next semester. And to you I say you guys KNOW me. You know that the gym is where I gain whatever semblance of sanity I have. If I go a week without it I start bugging you guys. Imagine what would happen if I went an entire semester without it. I would lose my mind. It is kinda my happy place...sad. I know. But even more I am now FOUR pounds from target weight. And I don't want to ruin that either by quitting now. But I know that in the end the job would be more important. So I would find some way to do it all and once again, sacrifice some more sleep (don't worry, I know how unhealthy this sounds). So basically this is what has been brewing in my head for the past couple of hours as I worked out at the gym (Ironic, I know) but I don't want to jump any guns here so I am just going to wait it out. I have another interview thursday and then I guess I will eventually have to make some decisions. At which point I will really be driving you guys nuts. It is funny because with all the stuff I have put on my plate in the past I have never felt stretched too thin. But now all of this stuff seems like a daunting obstacle. But I think a lot of it is just the hype that I have heard about CORE. Maybe I'm letting people get to me. Maybe I should stop taking their word for it and feel it out myself. Ok. ready, set, open mind.

Radhi