Back to reality

So I'm back to reality after a pretty amazing spring break....or almost back. I start classes again tomorrow but for some reason I can't get out of this great mood I'm in. Maybe I'll just be this happy and motivated until the end of the semester...wouldn't that be great. Who knew that a weekend in Miami and a whole week at home would be just the spring break I needed...And I thought I would want to go somewhere crazy....huh. Well good news: I made it into the London management program for the summer. Yep. That means almost three months in London taking classes and working. Haha. This should get interesting. It's odd. I feel like so many good things are happening for me right now but they are all happening at once and I'm not sure if thats a good thing or a bad thing--I feel like I'm moving from one thing to the next so quickly that I don't have time to enjoy anything properly. I wish I could just slow it all down. Just for a little bit. Not take a break. No, I don't feel like I need a vacation. More like a slow motion button. I want to put my life in slow motion just so that I have more time to properly assess my thoughts and feelings towards everything that is going on. Its funny that in a world where we have access to machines and transportation (like this plane i'm in right now with free internet!) that make everything go so much faster I still can't say that there are enough hours in the day. But hey...I guess we always want what we can't have. You give me one more hour and I won't be satisfied with it. There will never be enough time. Hmmm. Sometimes I guess when I think about all the things I want to do that I haven't yet gotten to I feel like I'm being lazy or letting myself down. But then I look at all the things I am involved with and doing and I realize...I am really doing all I can without giving up sleep entirely and it just SUCKS that in reality I will just have to pick and chose my projects and the things that I have time to do. Oh well. I guess that's life? Just my thoughts.

Radhi

just keep swimming

Weeks like this one come along every once in a while. Those weeks where it seems like the world has decided to pile everything up and chuck it all at you in one go. School, dance, personal stuff--its all just coming to a head this week. Between the hours of practice we are pulling and the midterms I feel like i'm just barely making it. Practice should be fun but everyone has tests and I guess its just going to all be worth it when we are in miami and its finally spring break. I'm just trying to stay functional off 4ish hours of sleep a night till thursday afternoon.....then hopefully i'll finally become a non zombie by the time we get to miami. I guess its all worth it though. If I can keep up my grades and still be able to do the things I love i guess i don't mind weeks like this every once in a while. It could be much worse, no?

Radhi